Motor Neurons Disease Emotions.
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The most common motor neurons disease is ALS.
It will relate to communication issues and lack of control.
The muscular system aspect relates to guilt and rigidity.
A big part of you has given up on achieving your goals.
You may have had a project or career that took too much out of you -the emotional price you have to pay was too great.
You do not feel noticed by influential people. During childhood you felt your parents never noticed or paid you enough attention. You often felt you were wasting away in front of everyone and no one noticed.
You may take on many responsibilities, hoping to be acknowledged, loved, and admired for carrying many burdens.
You want to show and prove to others that you are worth the energy and time invested in you. This could be a friendship, work commitment, or partnership.
You feel you need the attention and devotion of others to be happy. This stems from a deep need to be accepted. Sometimes a pattern of arrogance and sarcasm accompanies this disorder. These types of characteristics were used to blend in with the crowd. Arrogance and sarcasm help you appear stronger and independent. Deep down, you may feel bruised and raw from past abandonment and rejection traumas. You use assertiveness to initiate action, achieve objectives and make your voice heard.
You feel guilty because of past actions towards your children, partners and spouse. You know that you have hurt others to accomplish and reach your goals. You may have treated your family in the same way that you were treated during childhood. You may unconsciously repeat a pattern of being unavailable while pursuing your own success. You thrived on the attention you received in the world, and they neglected the loved ones who were there before your success.
You didn’t have enough time for the people that truly loved you. You’ve kept your life full and active as you fear being considered a nobody. You are terrified of returning to the dullness and boredom you experienced in childhood.
Your parents were poor communicators and struggled to express themselves to others, especially their emotions. You did not understand your parents language of love.
You now feel that you have no purpose anymore. You’ve allowed yourself to be disempowered by influential people. You disassociate from the love that was available to you and have stopped taking charge of life. It’s as if you were so you have surrendered are allowing others to dictate to you.
You may have an unconscious fear of getting better, afraid you will have to please and help others. You seem to feel that you may not make time for yourself, for your needs. You may have been in a toxic environment that gave you no joy and from which you need to escape.
You have completely separated from your emotions as you don’t experience them as much as analyse them. You may have made an association with happiness, but it only brings the opposite. This could result from a childhood pattern where you experience rejection or abandonment instead of receiving love. You should reclaim what you feel you’ve lost, and disconnect from this includes the breath of life, the will to lives and the ability to love and to be loved.
Reflective Issues.
You may have moved on from an important role in life. This might make you feel less appreciated and valued. You may have felt that this response from influential people only validated your fall from grace. You have lost the important connection to everything around you, nothing matters anymore.
Losing passion from what you once loved.
Do people respond to you similarly to your parents / influential people during childhood?
Needing to be tough; otherwise, you will crave in under your suppressed sadness, anger or depression and feel trapped.
You may feel that all else fails in life, then your saving grace is to give power away to others in order to ensure acceptance.
You may have felt belittled and undermined by influential people who insisted on always treating you like a child.
There seems to be a religious trauma. It seems that someone may have forced religion onto you and you often felt obliged to accept certain values and beliefs that did not resonate. You may have been ashamed and made to feel guilty by using religion.
You have an immense resistance to hearing the truth about yourself from others.
You need attention from others to feel fulfilled, to feel that you exist and matter. Why? What was missing in childhood? This could include love, attention, support, and so on and so forth.
Conflicting guidance and messages from both parents during childhood.
You have made me have reached a point where you no longer know what to do with your life.
You may have lost track of life’s purpose, as you were too busy pleasing others and focusing on being accepted.
You seem to fear that others might find out you are a fraud and not strong and powerful. Feeling exposed and fear of being vulnerable.
What do you feel you still need in life? Where do you still feel unfulfilled?
When did the MND start and what was happening in your life at that point?
Did your parents notice you? Explore trauma that made you feel like staying away in the eyes of influential people.
Did you have sufficient love and nurturing from your mother? What did your mother feel hostile towards you as a baby?
Explore trauma that made you feel like fading away in the eyes of influential people.
Another key point here is lack. What emotion needs did they not attend to?
The trauma is related to feeling a great deal of lack. (this could be related to lack of love, nurturing and nutrition. Did you receive sufficient nutrition .
What are the hidden benefits of being responsible for everything and everyone?
Would you still feel worthy of love and attention if you were healed? You’re illness allows you to receive supported life, whereas under normal circumstances you would have been a martyr and reject love or support.
How would it make you feel to communicate your needs to others?
Connect with your muscles and even talk to them. Remind them they can regenerate and grow in a healthy way.
Reconnect to your life’s purpose. You may feel useless and unimportant, be creative again and find a reason to get up in the morning.
You have given up hope on achieving goals in life. You feel that your only purpose in life is to live for others and serve others.
Reconnect to your passion. What makes you happy? Do you have a hobby you have abandoned?
Explore the ancestry line. Was there any kind of mistreatment or above patterns? Explored whether there were hardships, wars, slavery, imprisonments, sexual and or physical mistreatments. What was the ancestor’s diet like? Explore emotions and patterns that could have affected your lifetime and contribute to your physical disorders.
There is an auto-immune (self-sabotage) element. What is your fear of success? What do you sabotage? Why? How does it make you safe to sabotage this? What are you scared of? You might have a fear of commitment as you may have an association. That love is toxic, dangerous and hostile.
What long term resentment do you have?
You have weak boundaries and allowed people to suck you dry. What would happen if you said no? Do you feel fear being rejected, abandoned, or losing the love and acceptance of others?
Explore the trauma of having lost the battle with life and having to give in when things become too challenging.
Trauma could be related to seeing someone die or a fear of deaths, and ancestral trauma could also be related to this.
Trauma could be related to feeling lost and disconnected from the family.
Who never expressed enough love to you. Who are you disappointed in? What do you still need to hear from this person? You seem to feel invisible. How does this make you feel?
What do you feel guilty about? What guilt can you not process? Explore any childhood guilt and adolescent years. Explore longstanding guilt issues. Why are you still holding onto US? You may feel you have to punish yourself for wrongdoing in the past by holding onto guilt and emotional turmoil.
You have also associated with needing love and being abandoned or unhappy.
References
- European Commission. EU Register of Nutrition and Health Claims. https://food.ec.europa.eu/food-safety/labelling-and-nutrition/nutrition-and-health-claims/eu-register-health-claims_en
- European Commission. Nutrition and Health Claims. https://food.ec.europa.eu/food-safety/labelling-and-nutrition/nutrition-and-health-claims_en