Emotions connected to Colon
People who feed off vulnerabilities and low self-esteem often make others feel stupid and inadequate. People who feed off vulnerabilities and low self-esteem target you, blaming you in a way that causes you to fear making mistakes and being devalued.
You are often at the receiving end of hostile love and emotional mistreatment when you expressed any emotional needs.
Even though you have a headstrong personality, you often suppress it as you assume the follower role rather than a leader.
You absorb and hold onto negative experiences of your past.
You seem to have an unconscious fear of letting go of any traumas or mistreatment.
The trauma and pain serve as a reminder of how volatile life can be.
Holding on to the baggage is like an insurance policy: If you hold onto the trauma then it won’t repeat.
Saying no often resulted in either conflict or abandonment.
People made you feel guilty or ashamed when you clearly expressed boundaries.
When you cannot say no, you may revert to a childlike submissive state.
The intension of this pattern is to stop or disassociate from verbal insults or feelings of vulnerability whenever you feel threatened.
This is also a result of unconsciously moving back to a time in your life when you felt disempowered or dissociated and then felt safe.
You have gone through a period of mistreatment in your life, or someone subjected you to an abusive environment.
You hold onto all the negative emotions and suppress all the positive aspects about you and your life.
You project a strong facade that says I am OK. I can handle this; I can handle any situation and I’m always available to anybody who needs me.
You take pride and pleasure in being needed, as it gives you the importance and value you were searching for during childhood.
People’s words and actions strike you like sharp objects, causing you to feel attacked.
You are very stubborn when others challenge your identity, an outlook on life.
You have to project a façade in order to avoid upsetting influential people or authority figures. There is often sexual offence trauma in the ancestry line.
You suffer invasion trauma, either emotionally or physically.This does not have to be sexual.
The emotional turmoil that has stemmed from these circumstances left you in a state of stress, anger, or resentments.
The circumstances have activated your instinct to hide, fight, and freeze.
This may cause you to feel anxious or deeply angry as there is a conflict between the activated instincts.
You are always searching for love and affection, Yet when you receive love, you often sabotage it.
You want love. However, it often feels toxic because of the negative experiences and associations you’ve made with love.
The conflict begins when you reject love. As it feels unsafe, Yet you want to hold onto at the same time.
This conflict creates a great deal of anger, sabotage and frustration.
Your ability to keep the trauma to yourself is a way of showing others how strong you are and how you can cope with life’s challenges.
You may be afraid of letting go of unhealthy habits in fear that those that are worse than before will only replace them.
Your negative thoughts and emotions often had the upper hand.
You’re often unaware of how much anger and rage you are suppressing: It is a pattern you have become very familiar with.
You seem to draw inner strength and power from the suppressed anger and resentment.
You know how to push through daily with your trauma: In fact, you may feel loss without it. During childhood, you’ve had to keep quiet and not complain.
You supported and carried many other hardships and responsibilities.
Reflective questions
Trauma could be related to anger, grief and disappointment. Has somebody passed away in your life that greatly impacted you? If yes, explore your relationship with that person. Was it bad or good? What significant trauma took place that you needed to process and let go of?
Who and what circumstances made you feel stupid or inadequate?
Why do you feel ashamed when you express boundaries?
What happens when you exercise clear boundaries during childhood?
There is no more joint in your life. Who challenge your ability to feel joy in your life?
Explore resentment and rage towards an influential person who challenged you.
Where you blamed for your parents marital problems
During childhood, you may have experienced excessive blame and wrongdoing.
How does holding onto anger, rage, or an unwillingness to let serve you?
Trauma could be related to hatred. Explored the ancestry line this emotion as well.
You’re often very stubborn when confronted with circumstances that require any change. If your resistance that stillness were removed, what would be the outcome to ask yourself?
Joy and sorrow are always intertwined. You’ve made an unhealthy association with happiness and loss, grief and trauma.
Did you abuse alcohol?
What those alcohol give you that is not present in your life.
Explore ancestry for alcohol abuse.
Trauma could be related to slavery. During the ancestry line.
Trauma could be related to feeling out of control and invaders.
Womb stages. Explore feelings of intense anger and resentments that your mother may have experience while you’re in the womb.
References
- European Commission. EU Register of Nutrition and Health Claims. https://food.ec.europa.eu/food-safety/labelling-and-nutrition/nutrition-and-health-claims/eu-register-health-claims_en
- European Commission. Nutrition and Health Claims. https://food.ec.europa.eu/food-safety/labelling-and-nutrition/nutrition-and-health-claims_en